two ends of a line

one side.

>48yrs MALAY male patient, c/c of hematemasis and severe abdominal pain<

me : (out of COMMON COURTESY) selamat pagi pakcik. kenapa masuk hospital ni? dah lama ke masuk? sakit kat bahagian mana? *hugest smile on face*
patient : ah. (dgn muka takmau layan) sakit perut. tak lama pun. kat sini,sini,sini (points at random parts of stomach)
groupmate : uncle, if u don't mind.. which parts again?

patient : OWHHH! (NOW he smiles) here at the upper part...blablabla...yadayadayada...

me : hekelehhhhhhhhhhhh......... (dalam hati ofcourse)

later..

me : uncle, i'm sorry to ask. but do you drink alcohol?
patient : owh, YES!
me : (stil trying to be sensitive here) if u don't mind me asking, how much do u drink per sitting?
patient : ikut mood laaa. when happy, drink alot! when bad mood, if force also cannot drink right. (turns to indian groupmate) people who don't drink cannot know how it feels right??
me : -_______________________________- '''


the other side

>60yrs female malay patient, c/c of advanced stage 4 breast cancer<

student : makcik, boleh nak tanya soalan sikit?

patient : boleh nak. (she went on telling the A-Z of her condition with no qualms)
at end of case taking, student thanks her
patient : xde xde. makcik besar hati boleh menolong anak belajar. belajar kuat2, jadi doktor yang sempurna. boleh sembuhkan org lain yang ada penyakit macam makcik. untuk makcik, dah terlambat sudah. bila dah kurang kerja tuh, mari la jumpa makcik. makcik selalu seorang je di sini, kadang-kadang bosan jugak *gives crinkly smile*

safe to say, some of the girls teared up after looking at her.

on another note,
male student : sir! i need to go to the toilet!
doctor : nvm. come, i'll give u a rubber band.
ROFL

Historical city of Malacca

Its been FORever. I found better things to do with my time but being on hiatus this long is just ridikulus. So, hello again to my imaginary readers :D. I've finally checked in the one N only malacca campus. Been here for the past month and a half.

I.MISS.MANIPAL

Sigh.

Yes yes. I should be thanking god i'm finally back home, nearer to family, actually able to understand the sick aunties, yadayadayada. But in my current stress rate, i'm sure to combust anytime soon! rawr.

Im in the middle of my surgery postings. 3 more weeks of 15-page casesheets, surgical drawings and workshops. ketabahan farah hanna! *wuusaaa*

finally got my deserved break last friday after a gruelling week. fun times with friends watching pirate. all i can say is; alahaiii, kapten sparrow <3

mooo mooo

it was day before yesterday. with extra semangat, i went out jogging around the campus. as usual.

MUST.LOSE.WEIGHT *scrunched up face*

and soo.. there was i, jogging. minding my own business. listening to my mp3 while trying to control muka jogging yang lawa. is there even such a face? heh. thennn, muncul this family of cows. got papa cow, mama cow, even 2 anak cows. they were coming towards me, on both sides of the road. saya pun bagi jalan, jogged in the middle of the road. past them while tahan nafas. they smell like cow poop kot. haha.

suddenly la kan, i heard shoutings behind me. i was like apakahhh??, and turned around. saw one uncle jumping up n down, looking at me n pointing at a cow. guess what, one of the cows started to chase me from behind. literally a cow was running, not brisk walking towards me. can u even imagine it?? i'm guessing its the mama cow but with HORNS. got the shock of my life! apalagi.. i started running my ass of la!

to make it even more annoying, as soon as i started running.. it stopped and made a u-turn to join the family back. hekelehhhhhh, %*#(*!%^@$ punya lembu!!! tak kacau u pun kott!! the uncle pulak, started laughing after it ended. eyh, pakcik ni pun satu T.T

memang nasib badan. sighh =.='

a proud VIP

i've never stated anything much here about my interest, or others would say obsession, towards a korean group, BIGBANG. but today, i was woken up by his phone call that sent me to the moon! :D. here's the story.

BIGBANG is having this japan concert tour really soon. in the celebration of it, they gabung tenaga with UNIQLO japan and came out with this whole batch of limited edition BB tees. and, i was like, uniqlo KL ada!! soo, apalagi. called up mr boyfie, put in a lil bit of aegyo and made him drive to KL to check it out for me. turns out the shop was closed 2 days for the gongxi gongxi. quoting him, 'u ni kan, mmg nak kene makan lempang pagi2 hari....'. ehehehe. ampun incik!

click to see :)

but him being him, he went again for me today. and whaddya now, the tees are on the shelves! one and only batch to reach KL. no more other shipments. but atleast u don't have to Q up outside the store since 2am! unlike in japan.. dah la sejuk nak mati. owh the competition there =='

th Q is actually WAYYYY longer

itu xpe lagi. the apparels are also sold online, which u can lupakan also. totally sold out an hour after the counter opened. caya ahhhhh. then.. putting all this aside, i'm now a proud VIP with 2 new different BIGBANG tees!! oh yes :DD. and sayanggg, thank you soo very much. ily <3

namaskara

yeaaa yeaaa, its been so long. i know. heh. if i would to say that its not like i'm out of things to tell but just too excited about going home to care about other things.. would u accept that? LOL. another 16x24 hours more to go till i'm done with india! booyeah! all my things are packed in boxes, my luggage is already half filled. x sabar punya pasal. haha. i am going to miss this place, but enough is enough. i can't take it anymore. IT here includes the food, the people, the mentality of the people, THE PEOPLE. mind, i don't mean everyone here. but still.. urgh. nak balik!!

i'm in my last postings now, surgery! having 2 of the most adorable surgeons teaching us. both almost or maybe even past 70yrs, they are like our atok angkat for 2 weeks. hehe. one of them, dr santosh is very affectionate. and he shows it by physical contact. squeezing the hands, patting the back, etc. 1st class, girls semua nk duduk depan. needless to say, after that.. the behind rows are the hot seats. lol.

the family's at terengganu, nephew getting married. lil bro called me to tell me they went for ICT there, and i was like 'owh, tganu got lampu2 also meh??' turns out, ICT there means ikan celup tepung. sungguh =='

aiman's back home from NS cos of gong xi, gong xi. hani's home too. saya pun nak ada di situ! ;(

u guys better be missing me!

twenty eleven

and here it is, the last day of the year.

2010 holds too many dear and some not-so-dear memories for me. i spent a lot of time self-reflecting over things that i didn't think about before. i know how it hurts to fall down on your face, butt, siap golek-golek turun bukit. i found out life may not be a bed of roses alone; also got sunflower, daisies, orchids, even the rafflesia wann. heh :p.

but then, i also knew that its satisfying to get up and still walk about, head high up. i realised who my great companions are at times needed. i knew this before, but i still have to say this. nothing can ever replace my family after their support and love to me through this year. had the best sleepover, the 1st i had in my 22years of living (pathetic, i know). RAFAR will be the death of me, i tell you. loves! best yet; i totally score 3 different BIGBANG DVDs!! courtesy of raihana asila. haha :D

i'm sure everyone are thinking of new resolutions, some more serious than the other. or even, sticking to the old ones and making oneself to be MORE determined to make sure its really done. heh. me, i gave up on these long time ago actually. just no matter how sure i was to be able to cover it, despite the effort, by the end of the year.. its not really what i hoped for. but, it may be for the better right?

"you can't always get what you want; but if you try sometimes, you'll find; you get what you need"

i'm looking forward to what 2011 will present on the platter for me. the bad parts sure got one, i just pray the better ones will be more this time. ameen. cheers 2011 :)

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

me in lara croft mode.

realised i didnt make one this year. still, its never too late right. it was 3 days ago, nevertheless i hoped everyone had a MERRY JOLLY HOLIDAY! did u guys meet the dude in red?? he lost weight right?! thought he was a bit smaller this year. heh :) *end of lame joke*

i spent my very non-white christmas camping in the jungle this year. it was an AWESOME weekend. the 11 of us headed to riverredge (y is it not spelt ridge right?? i'm still bewildered over the same thing. trust me.) paradise eco-resort, reaching there only by midnite. so, it was all dark and cold, VERY COLD. wasn't prepared at all, i froze thru the night. see! x need got snow oso :p

the scenery needs no words. then, its jungle trekking!!! wahhhh, manyak rindu ahhh!!! :D. after the whole "becareful, duri!", "owh shit! stupid rock.", etc.. we reached this waterfall where we totally rockclimbed weyhh :p. siap repel repel down some more. cayaaaaa kaaannnnnnnn~ eventho i was scared shitless, those people won't let me go home until i'm done doing both. haha.

a weekend well spent is just what i needed. minus the point that i had the worst motion sickness in the history of mankind, i basically retched thru the whole 5hour journey home. was half dead by the time ainaa opened the door for me. geez =='

everyone :)