alone

i'm heart-broken. its so tough. never expected this. everyone around me doing great. embarrassed. frustrated. why me. why this. hurts. disappointed. a failure. feeling so alone. sighh.

kuala lumpur, MALAYSIA

yeah. finally. an update since EVER.

went through and barely survived the university exam. the papers SUCKED BIG TIME. i'm just hoping really hard, praying to god that i passed this year. i do not need to go through that AGAIN. sigh. i may look calm, but deep down.. i'm having small bursts of panic attacks. gahh.

nways, its over and done with.

home in FIVE DAYS. yeahhh!!! back to the food. shopping malls. basically, away from books. it'll b a lil quiet, since hani won't be around anymore. aiman, u're the victim now :p

practicals in 3 days. with that, the viva lists will be coming out. another round of suspense. yeapp, more unis talk. its not over until its really OVER right. in this case, until the results surfaces......saya tidak boleh duduk diam. aiyaaaa~

but stil,

KUALA LUMPUR NEXT WEEK!! WHEEE!!!!

no idea edyyy...
ok, now i go study :)

TO the guy who looks older than his age;

HAPPY HAPPY BLOW CANDLES DAY !!!

you're seventeen! 17!

too bad about your ipod nano. i REAALLLLYYYY wanted to get you one. owell. heeeee :D


BUT you still gotta belanja me makan laterr. why??
one, you got the head boy post.
two, i'm older and i'm entitled to bossing you around.

have a blessed year ahead, and may you finally get a girlfriend this time XD

.:si musafir:.

you're gonna fly soooonnn... *sob sob*
i x sempat see you.... *sob sob*
dunno when will god allow us to meet againnn...... *SOB SOB*

HUWAAAAAAAHUWAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! :'((((((

*sniffle sniffle*

(end of drama tamil)


HAHA. gilaaa ahhh.. aussie weyhhh! esok weyhhh! welcome to the MEDICAL WORLD. ngahahahaha :DD and please; don't hesitate to be home sick, or to call me anytime to complain why u need to study THAT much, or simply to miss me aloottt :p

sarah hani's list to do:

1. get kak farah a billabong cap (the one i have, dah penuh YOUR sweat. hee. )
2. find the nearest cotton on shop there. pleaseandthankyou.
3. find kak farah the cool hoodie.
4. take loadsss & loadsss of piccas of matsalleh yang hot *angkat-angkat kening*

nwaysss, you have fun there okengs!
me n mummy will see you in another 2 weeks. hahaha!
gdday maite XD
hugs~

XD